What I have written now should be posted many months ago but I already explained to you guys why I just posted this entry now. So here it goes…
August 22, 2008 – one day to go and I’m off to a new place, new culture, new possibilities, new beginning, new atmosphere, etc… etc…. The past weeks were quite a bit of whirlwind to me. I attended lots of parties; most of all were farewell parties for me, had to make lots of tons of errands, packing my things, sorting all things that I should leave at home, shopping for some appropriate dress for travelling, arranging my room and so on and so forth. With all the activities that I had, I had no time to lurk and let the reality of moving on sets in. My flight going to Canada will be tomorrow. I don’t want to cry in front of the people that I loved most. I just want to be happy that now I finally realized one of my dreams. I just could not be fret and be sad right now. I know that what I will be facing the next day is really a huge challenge for me. I know it’s difficult to leave alone especially in a strange place.
August 23, 2008 - we woke up at exactly 3 AM in the morning to prepare for my flight and meet my friends at Davao Airport. The time was moving so fast when I took my shower. Before leaving my home, my mother leads the prayer for our safe trip. All the kids handed me their letters and kissed me goodbye. All of them hugged me as if it’s the last hug that I had from them. I felt so sad during that time leaving them. Those kids were like my own children too! But this is my choice so I have to go on. I know I have to face the reality that someday we will part ways from each other but be reunited again in the future. As we headed for the airport, I sat beside my mother and father. My phone was busy during that time giving updates to my friends. Thirty minutes before we arrived at the airport, I hardly breathe properly. It’s a mixed emotion of excitement and sadness. I don’t want to cry in front of my family. I had to be strong in front of them. I don’t want to leave them a painful moment. My special friend told me one time that the airport is one of the most heartbreaking places in the world. I knew what he meant by it. And I felt that I was crushed down leaving my family. When we arrived at the airport, they all kissed me goodbye. I directly went inside and never looked back to them. Well, that’s just my idea of going on “never look back so I would not cry.”
While at the airport, we were busy checking out our papers, our tickets and weighing our baggage. While waiting for the plane, I kept myself busy by sending message through my phone to my friends with my new roaming number. There’s a part of me that wanted to go back home but there’s a part of me that’s quite excited because it’s my first time to go abroad. I think my emotions during that time were so stressed thinking of many things. It’s a mixed feeling of excitement and sadness.
We went inside the plane. I can see my companions faces being so excited. Some of them were crying. While on the airplane, all I did was thinking of the happy moments being with my friends and especially with my family. I talked to Josh for a little while and asked her if she’s fine. Josh and I were seatmates on the plane. We slept for a little bit. And then check on each other if we’re okay. After 1 hour and 45 minutes we arrived at Ninoy Aquino International Airport. That’s the last time I saw Manila. We stayed at the airport for 6 hours. We were waiting for our flight going to Vancouver. During those hours, we were busy sending again text messages to our family and informing them about our new roaming number. The airport was a little bit crowded. There were lots of people who were stranded because of the storm. We were hoping during that time that we will not be stranded.
It’s already 4:00 PM and we have to get ready to be on the plane. I was sending a text message to Ate Abhet to meet her. We just knew each other through text messages also. Ate Abhet is from Manila. We just exchange pictures through email so we could recognize each other at the airport. She will be working with Josh at Karen’s Catering Corner. I saw her busy with her phone and she waved at me. So I went to her and introduced her to my friends. We’re already complete! So we’re ready to go! Things run on smoothly especially with our papers. When we’re inside the plane, we checked on each other because we don’t want each other to be left behind. I was seating with Juvy at this time. When the plane started its engine, I prayed for our safety. I was happy but a little bit sad. I was wondering why I can’t cry. I wanted to cry but I can’t. I really don’t know why.
So the plane started, I want to sleep. I was tired. All I want to think during that time is all about Canada. I was also excited to meet Dexter at Calgary. He’s a good friend of mine too. I slept and maybe I was dreaming about my life in Canada. Oh! Canada here I come!!!!







